A long time ago, I lost my joy. I must have taken a sharp turn, and it fell off the wagon. The problem was, on the outside, my life was great! I felt like anyone in my shoes should be happy… but I wasn’t. I was going through the motion, missing something.
I came out of clinical depression in 2001. After that my life was okay. Everything on the outside looked great but on the inside it was kind of flat line. I was numb to everything without knowing it. I could see other people enjoying activities like skiing or hiking, so I would do those things thinking everybody enjoys doing those things I should enjoy them. But no matter what I did, it all felt empty. Something was missing.
Another aspect of my life was that I was upset all the time. There was always something someone said or did that ruined my day. I felt deeply hurt and cried often because of other people’s unsensitive words (mostly my dad). With Geotran, I have been able to own who I am and I no longer get offended by other people’s words or action. My dad and I now have a wonderful relationship. He still says the same type of things. I no longer get upset when I hear them.
In 2011, I started a quest to reconnect with joy. I want joy for me, and for everyone else on the planet. I want enthousiasm for being alive, and gratitude for my life.
That’s when I found Geotran. My feelings about my life started to change. I started feeling alive on the inside. I started to want to do things, not because others where doing them, but because I was excited or enthousiastic about those things.
Only you can say what is important to you – what I have is a gift to help you find it, because I can see things from a different angle. When you look at things differently, you create space, and from that space a new choice can arise.
Living from conscious choice instead of unconscious reaction allows for more joy.
I can share what has worked for me so that you can embark on your own journey to bring more joy in your life.
How does that sound?
MELIJOY 